undone

Am I so fragile that if one thread is broken I come undone? I certainly feel that way. I am a spool of thread come unraveled. Satan is upon me and I'm having a very hard time fighting him off. The harder I pray the harder he hits. It's nothing so earth-shattering bad, but the tiniest thing sends my mind in an uproar. Apparently I am fragile. Ofcourse God is strong, but I don't always feel like He is helping me. I know He would never abandon me but sometimes it sure does feel that way. Oh to be human.